Wake Up Call.

Really got a lot of wake up calls today. So sorry to Rachel and Qui Ling because I overslept and I was supposed to fetch them to tuition, thanks to the blackout last night around 2 AM. My family and I went to Mydin located next to Melaka Sentral, not the one in MITC. Went to buy daily products and most of them are the one edible ;) So didn't really have a good sleep but I slept till 1PM before I got a call from my grandma, asking me to fetch her home from my grandpa's sister's place. Since it's just a 10 minutes destination, so I juz brushed my teeth and left. I got a big surprised after reaching there. My grandma and my grandaunt wanted to visit my grandpa's sister in law so I have to fetch them there and before that we went for lunch with my hair looking like deserted garden. When we reached my grandpa's sister in law house, they were chatting bout their life, both the present and the past. I was there listening to them talking bout how tough their life is and sitting in a house that is more than 100 years old and of course it's in real bad condition, I suddenly felt how lucky I am and how good my life is. I realise that I have not been appreciating my life and taking it for granted. Look at my result. I have a warm and cosy home, a loving family, a bunch of great friends, sufficient money to use and that is according to my mum who is someone can really spend sparingly unlike me. I have all the most basic needs in life which there is no reason for me to worry bout my life, not like I have work to get money to go to school. But why am I still freaking lazy to do well in my studies. Izzit because I dun have a goal to reach? Or izzit my heart wants to do something others think it's impossible or seems stupid and naive? Now I know how lucky I am compared to those unfortunate ones that have to strugge real hard to have a better life. So from today onwards, I promised myself that I have to try to study hard so that at least I could put food on the table and having no problems or headache when it comes to bills. I also promised someone that I will work hard and will not disappoint her again. Her disappointment in me really affects me awhile. Just awhile. Haha ;) I promise you the next time you ask me bout my CGPA, I'll be able to answer you 3.0 or at least a number way greater than 1.0. Promise. I'm awake now.....

S.O.S

Really worn out. Tired of everything in life especialy school though it's already holiday but it seems that the schooling feeling is still lingering. I couldn't stop thinking bout studies and that's y I'm really not myself. I'm just so afraid for the day school reopens and I'm still the old me, lazy, stupid and fat. Sigh~ I'm really tired of the dramas in my life and I really wanna take a break- a whole week without tuition, without internet connection, without worries, without stress. I need a holiday to anywhere where I can just relax and get away from the reality for awhile. I really need a break, having a kit kat wouldn't help at all. Curse the cathphrase and the advertisement. Haha~ So sorry. When I'm stressed out, I'm cranky like an old man. Couldn't stop complaining and I'll yak and yak and sometimes I might do or say something that irritates people. Argh!!! I need my fairy god mother to help me. I wish I have her number so I can call her. I seriously need some rest now. I'm becoming crankier by the second. My neck is killin' me ever since I got back from the camp. ARGH!!!! Sumbody juz shoot me!!!

Bad Romance

What do I do when I'm upset you ask? Well I do a lot of things. For instances, eating, sleeping, talking, singing or lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling and day dream. But today, I managed to channel those negative energy to music. I'm obsessed with a song. I kept listening to the same song all day long and I even sing along. I'm just in love with this song. It's called bad Romance by Lady GaGa. I adore her not because she's talented but also her fashion sense. Some may say that she's crazy but in my eyes, she's unique, creative and fashionable. Her wardrobes are not those commonly you'll see in a typical catalogue but they are very couture and high fashion where you will most of the time see them on the runway. Here are the song and the lyrics of Bad Romance. Enjoy! ;)

Ohh, caught in a bad romance
Ohh, caught in a bad romance

Rah rah, ah ah ahh
Rah muh, Rah muh muh
GaGa, ohh lala
Want your bad romance

Rah rah, ah ah ahh
Rah muh, Rah muh muh
GaGa, ohh lala
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
Love, Love, Love
I want your love

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather studded
Kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love, Love, Love
I want your love
(Love, Love, Love
I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance

I want your loving
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance (Ohh)
I want your loving
All your lovers revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Ohh, caught in a bad romance
Ohh, caught in a bad romance

Rah rah, ah ah ahh
Rah muh, Rah muh muh
GaGa, ohh lala
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
Cause you're a criminal
As long as you're mine
I want your love
Love, Love, Love
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby it's sick
I want your love
Love, Love, Love
I want your love
(Love, Love, Love
I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you (Cause I'm a free bitch, baby)
I want a bad, bad romance

I want your loving
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance (Ohh)
I want your loving
All your lovers revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Ohh, caught in a bad romance
Ohh, caught in a bad romance

Rah rah, ah ah ahh
Rah muh, Rah muh muh
GaGa, ohh lala
Want your bad romance

Rah rah, ah ah ahh
Rah muh, Rah muh muh
GaGa, ohh lala
Want your bad romance

Walk walk, fashion baby
Work it, move that bitch crazy
Walk walk, fashion baby
Work it, move that bitch crazy
Walk walk, fashion baby
Work it, move that bitch crazy
Walk walk, passion baby
Work it, I'm a free bitch baby

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

J'veux ton amour, et je veux ta revanche
J'veux ton amour, I don't wanna be friends

I don’t wanna be friends (Ohh)
I don’t wanna be friends (Caught in a bad romance)
I don’t wanna be friends (Ohh)
Want your bad romance (Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance

I want your loving
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance (Ohh)
I want your loving
All your lovers revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Ohh (Want your bad romance),
Caught in a bad romance (Want your bad romance)
Ohh (Want your bad romance),
Caught in a bad romance

Rah rah, ah ah ahh
Rah muh, Rah muh muh
GaGa, ohh lala
Want your bad romance

Watever~

Sad. That's the word for yesterday. I was really bothered by an issue caused by the naive and oversensitive side of me and it wasn't the first time I faced this kinda thing but thrice in a week was really killin' me. How on earth did I survive you might ask? Well, after some tranquil alone moment for myself to re-evaluate the whole situation, I think I managed to find the solution to this crazy issue and hopefully it works if I ever encounter this annoying issue again and I will not be hurted or bothered by this problem anymore. Never again! You'll see the newly improved me and most might find quite surprising because it's not me that they know before but a completely different person. I have to do so in order to live a life where I won't get hurt over and over by this disheartening issue. Ciao!

P.S. To those who guessed it's about LOVE, I'm sorry, your answer is WRONG.

Hola!

Hello people!!! I'm back and I have lotsa things to share with you all. It's really obvious I've not been blogging since like forever, anyway in this post you will know more about me and things I've seen or done through the weeks....

Exams are over and school has come to an end. It's the moment that we all have been waiting for-HOLIDAYS!!! Wooohooo!!! Just love them. You can finally be able to sleep real late and get up at whatever time you want. Freedom, that's the word best use to describe the whole scenario. Haha~ Even today, the last day of school, the whole school was in a total mess. Everyone is walking here and there and even the school authorities were also very unorganised. We were told to dismiss at 10.30AM. Strange rite my school?? This is not the first time receiving these kinda sudden notice. But my class dismissed around 12 because we were having some sort of party with the junk food I bought with Kok Boon last night before we went to have supper. The most touching and hearty was the part where they voiced out their opinions about our class and most of them are related to me. Just to let you all know, I got last in my class. Yes, I'm the most retarded person who just wrote his shameful stuff onto his blog. Well laugh if you want cause I don't give a damn. I'm gonna say "You can kiss my ass." So this year, very unfortunately we have streaming and it's a 99% I'm going off to Sc3 and I was kinda sad because I'm gonna leave all my good friends that I can't thank God enough for bringing them to my life. So they were all expressing themselves and telling how happy and grateful they are as a part of L6Sc2 and they really touched me by saying how I made the class more alive and fun to be in. They even made a catch phrase for me, "No Long Choy, no Science 2". The whole scene was like my memorial and the only thing is there was no tears but laughter. Choi!~ I'm way too young to die. I'm just describing the whole situation I felt but I really appreciate you guys and the good times we shared shall not be forgotten but be immortalised in this post. Thank you guys for always being there for me when I needed you all and are always forgiving for my silly mistakes I did-intentionally or not. You guys make my days even better and worth living for. Not only my classmates but also my friends from the whole lower six of SMK Gajah Berang. I Love you all....

Cheesy?? Yeah, a little but it's all from the bottom of my heart. Before I proceed, I would like to post something requested by a friend of mine about something and someone. I'll do it in a Gossip Girl way and hope they'll enjoy reading it. Haha~

Mon-16/11/09

Hey Upper Eastsiders! GG here. I have the biggest news ever! According to a source, Lonely boy, Mr.Hey!-I-Am-Smarter-Than-Everyone volunteered for the MHS Student's Council Representatives which was held in the MHS School Hall around 9 o'clock in the morning. Giving a very convincing speech to his fellow lower six students wasn't enough. What Mr.Stupid-Art-People (No offense but he did say that because he's a Science student and he lost to Art stream students by comparing their CGPAs) doesn't know that to be a part of MHS Student's Council representatives you need charisma, strong leadership and a likable personality. Too bad for him, he owns none of the traits I've mentioned. After the votes collected from the members of the floor, he's not the top and ultimately, he's not SELECTED. Poor lonely boy, not only he did not get into the MHS Student's Council Representatives but he's also rejected and detested as a friend of many due to his truly remarkable personalities. People say what goes up, will come down but for me, what goes down, will always go down.

XOXO..........

Gossip Girl.

Haha! I have a lot of fun editing with the things they want me to write especially by adding a little GG style in the writing. Awesome! Hehe~

Just so you know, lately I can feel that love is in the air. Lotsa lovey-dovey relationships started and I'm happy for everyone. You can see them holding hands; either it's openly or secretly but at the end, they were all caught red handed by the eyes of many. Nothing can really be kept as a secret in lower six. As long as there's one fella knows about it, the news will be spreading like wildfire for the coming 24 hours. Before the sunrise of the nest day, the whole lower six will surely know about it. Haha~ Strange you say??? I would say it's awe-inspiring, believe it or not.

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."

Moulin Rouge.

Q.U.I.C.K.U.P.D.A.T.E

Went to KLCC last Friday. It was a school trip. Enjoyed myself a lot. Lotsa things have been running thru my mind lately and it seems I still can't get the answer to my questions but I'll try harder to get my mind clear. Pictures of the trip will be uploaded soon. I promise. As soon as I clear the mess in my room. My room never seems to stay spick and span. Never.... Anyway, gtg now. Will be blogging ASAP.

XOXO

A Night to Remember.

I just got back from my school's Form 6 camp, "Eighteen" and one word can describe it all, awesome especially the talent night. I didn't know that all my peers are so talented. Every performance was awe-inspiring and kept us sitting at the edge of our seats throughout the entire show. The best part of it is I'm able to perform and entertain people. It was my first time performing up tempo songs and a ballad accompanied by piano and harmony. I think I did enjoy myself a lot on stage. I performed Poker Face for the opening of the show and My Life Would Suck Without You for the last song of the night. I was freaking hyped and the lighting was perfect. I have to grab this opportunity to thank the unsung heroes of the show. Thank you so much to Wen Chiang and Kin Sum. They were behind the stage setting the lights for me, making my performance even more interesting. Thank you to Sang Tuan for playing the piano for me and thank you to Samson for the harmony. Thank you to Jing Kai, our beloved Camp Commander for allowing us to rent the PA system and last but not least, my classmates especially to Rachel, Qui Ling and the gang for making the banner for our class to show your support. Really thankful for what you all did. I have the best time of my life. As I was saying, the performances were absolutely stunning and entertaining. There were dramas, dance and of course singing. All of them are very talented. It's was picture perfect and I don't think I will be able to forget such memorial night. And to those whom I may have said or done something that caused you to feel bad, I would like to apologise for my insensitive actions. Oh yes, before I forget. I would also like to thank all the committee members that made this camp a success especially people that were incharged of food, Li-za, Xue Kang, Kok Boon, Mahn Ling and Fuk Yu. Without you guys, we'll be starved to death. Haha! There are just too many people to thank and I don't think I have the strength to type out every single one out after the camp. Again, before I stop typing, I would love to say the last thank you to everyone who gave your cooperation, time and strength to make this camp a huge success. The reason why I say last it's because I've been saying way too much of "thank you" in this post and it's seems I can't help it to keep on repeating it. Haha!

Thank You!!!