I can still remember the first time I stood into Form 6. I was so pumped to learn new things and so curious of this world that I'm going to explore in one and a half year time. Questions started to pop out in my mind as time passes.
Will I be able to excel in my studies?
Will I be able to meet new friends that are not just friends but people who will be there for me when I needed them?
Will I change?
Will I still be the old me after one and a half year?
The list will go on and on but at the end, I got all the answers I want but not all of them come easy. Some came in the ugliest way that I could ever imagine but the lessons learned are worthwhile. They changed me, for better or for worse. To be honest, I never regret coming to form 6 even though my grades are bad because I have a bunch of best friends always stand by me through thick and thin. You know who you are so I'm not going to mention names.
It's really a relief to know that in a few more hours to come, STPM will be over. Instead of feeling happy, I feel sad. I'm so gonna miss my friends that I met in this one and a half year especially my group of besties. I will miss the laughter we shared and the fun we had. It's really killing me. I wish we will never have to go separate ways to realise our dreams but that's impossible. Life is all about hellos and goodbyes whether you like it or not.
To all my friends especially my besties, thank you for your presence in my life because you guys made my life as complete as it can be. Sorry if I did make you guys upset from time to time but I just want you to know, no matter how life tears us apart, I will always remember the good times we've shared and never forget each and everyone of you. Here's a song that started my life in form 6 and I never would have thought it is also the song that indicates the end of my form 6 life.
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