Lately...

I'm back again!! Haha~ Life as usual is full of ups and downs for me.

Did very badly for a monthly test recently and also my mid-term but no worries, I'm starting to work on it.. =)

Just got my MUET result a few weeks ago and even though I wasn't really satisfied with it because I got a low band 5, 228/300 but I cannot complaint much because I didn't take MUET seriously. To be honest, I did not put in much effort in it but I was quite surprised that my marks is the highest in my school and so does my speaking marks. A lot of my friends who deserve a 5 didn't get what they supposed to get and some of them are retaking the exam. Their proficiency in English is superb but maybe this time luck is not on their side. But anyway, I have my utmost faith in them that this time, those who are gonna retake will get what they deserve.

And lately there has been lotsa dramas going on and I'm tired of them. I'm gonna try my very best to reduce them or just ignore them and start working towards my goals. I kinda have this determination deep down inside me lately to really work my ass off this time to achieve what I want. Hopefully they don't just fade away like they always do. Believe it or not, I can feel the difference this time and I know I'll get what I want.

Gonna audition this Wednesday to see whether am I qualified to perform for my school's Golden Jubilee Dinner. Haha~ Gonna tackle a super hard song which performed and delivered fantastically by the two divas of all time, Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston. It's a very challenging song and hopefully I can deliver it well and really bring out the meaning of the song. In case you guys dunno the song, have a listen here.. =)

Actually, I just got back from celebrating a very good friend of mine's birthday and we had lotsa fun just now. We have taken lotsa photos but I'm lazy to upload here because it takes a long time but I'll just upload a picture where all of us are in it. If you are interested to view those pictures, feel free to drop by my facebook profile. But it's gonna be uploaded soon because some of the pictures are not with me. But very soon you can see the whole album.. =)

This is the birthday boy, Kok Boon aka KB ^^

Happy Birthday KB!!~ Hope you enjoy as much as we do!! ^^

FYI, I just got a blackberry bold 9700. It's a very cool smartphone and I'm still considering to subscribe the blackberry internet service by Maxis or not because I have to pay the bill myself =(

I have no idea why I'm feeling empty right now. I'm tired but I don't wanna sleep. I think the reason is you. I have been doing really well in letting you go because when you pass by, I don't feel like looking at you. When you're talking, again I don't have the urge to look at you but today was a little bit different, I notice your presence and your every single move of yours captured my attention. Why I feel this way? I have no idea but I must not do that and I believe by the time I got up from my sleep, I'll just return to the last "checkpoint" where you are transparent to me. Sorry if it hurts you but this is the only way for me to let you go. I can't hate you like you say about the method to let go someone, "Love it or hate it". Anyway, just ignore this because I need a space for me to write it down so it won't bother me. Writing things down just makes me feel better...

I guess that's so it that I wanna share and after my STPM, I think I'll have more time to update my blog and I can assure you my blog will be uploaded with pictures.. ^^

Till next time,

SamueL FonG signing off...