Especially for You...

Today was supposed to be the day where I changed my attitude, revise and do everything to pick up from where I lost but something unexpected happened. It just totally turned my day 180 degree upside down but it's okay. Although it kinda bothers me but this is life, where the unexpected things happen at the unexpected time.

What I'm trying to say is don't ever regret for what you did cause you did nothing wrong. All I want from you is just to be happy and not feel bad bout what you did or how I feel because there's no point doing so, it'll just make things a lot more worse than it seems. About the thing you're confused with, just forget bout it. After replying you, I kinda think for a moment. What if...? What if...? Then I realise no matter what your reply is, it's not gonna change anything at all. At this point, there's no way turning back because you've already got him and the reason why you felt this way is because you feel bad for destroying my life. Well that's what you think but I don't think it that way, so you're thinking too much. To be honest, I should thank you instead for adding flavours into my life although it's not sweet but its bitter sweet, just like the type of chocolates I love. Remember don't think too much and if you feel I'm avoiding you, there could be two possibilities; you think too much or I'm really avoiding. Just don't bother because sometimes even me myself can't help it. No matter what I'll be by your side and your best friend. It just that I didn't show it outside because of we had gone through so much over the year; lotsa things happened and maybe what you said is true, we offended Miss Cupid and it's pay back time. Here's a song for you, sorry if it's a little old fashion and cheesy.

You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
When the road looks rough ahead,
And you're miles and miles from your nice warm bed
You just remember what your old pal said,
Boy, you've got a friend in me
Yeah, you've got a friend in me

You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You got troubles,
and I got them too
There isn't anything
I wouldn't do for you
We stick together, we can see it through
Cause you've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me

Some other folks might be a little bit smarter than I am
Bigger and stronger too
Maybe
but none of them
will ever love you
the way I do
it's me and you, boy

And as the years go by,
Our friendship will never die
You're gonna see it's our destiny
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me

P.S. I always read your blog. You're the reason why I take the effort to sign in my blogger account. Well maybe I exaggerate a little. haha =)