That's it!

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. No, I'm a fool!! What was I thinking all these while? I know that I can be very emotional n get carried away when I'm advising you but that's why when I think everything again, I realised that I got too carried away so I apologised to you and not because I have problems where I need someone as my punching bag. I treat you as my best friend that's why I kept advising you that your attitude is not right and not gonna get you far in life. With your replies like "I dun care ah..I can get my way even if I like dat.." and "In future maybe I won't like dat..." shows that you are naive and really have some serious attitude problem. Being punctual is important and it shows how well your time management is. I have to admit that mine is not good either but yours is worse. Not only you are late but you are making people late as well. I know you're driving them and it's okay for them to wait but sometimes they waited for you so long that they are late for tuition. And sometimes they even missed their tuition just because you couldn't wake up from your nap. When I try to give you reasons why you shouldn't be late like "If you go tuition late then you wouldn't get what teacher has taught earlier. What's the point of going tuition then??", but your reply such as "At least I go for tuition not like somebody don't go for tuition at all..." is getting on my nerves because you sounded absolutely brainless. What izzit gotta do with me not attending tuition classes and you going late for tuition? This really proved that I'm right, you have issues with your attitude, a big one! All you wanna do is giving me excuses and trying to "win" the "debate". What hurted me most this evening was when I was trying to sort things out and clear any misunderstanding that might affect our friendship. Your reply "If this friendship is gonna off, I don't mind because I know the problem is not from me..." really stabbed my heart deeply, killing me. Naive is the best word to use now. Trying to save a friendship that you don't even mind of having it or not is making me feeling silly. I hate myelf for being so attach to friendships and trust anybody so easily once they made it to my friend list. It's over for our friendship. I guess it's time for me to kiss goodbye to people who don't appreciate me!