Here I go again, repeating the same mistake everyday without failing. This time is not slacking by not completing homework or not revising for the exam but it's something I'll always do when I switched on my computer. Login to facebook to update myself with the latest news is not what I'm referring. Let me reveal the secret that nobody knows-I always login to my blogger account, hoping there's a new post on her blog. There I have admitted it. I've been doing this since the very first day I know the existence of her blog. Yes, I know I'm acting crazy but I just couldn't stop myself. Sometimes I just couldn't look at her because I don't want to think so much but I failed most of the time. Seeing her smiling or laughing just melt my heart so I try to refrain myself from looking at her. Now she got a boyfriend and I'm pretending I'm okay with it is getting sicker by the day. I don't hate them but I just don't wanna see either one of them. Not because I hate them but when I see them especially her, I feel extremely uneasy and there's some kinda weird feeling going on within me. And whenever I hear "The Show" and "Knock Knock", I'll think of her. Argh!!! How can I get out of this mess? Well I hope by typing them out will help like it used to.
P.S. Don't worry bout me. I'm fine. Just wanna blurt everything out so that I'll feel better like I used to after blogging =)
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