R@nd0M...

What a week for me and even though I practically did nothing, it's a tough week. I have tonnes of tasks waiting for me to do and yet I got so distracted and disturbed by my emotion. I am all over the place. I can't concentrate in class. When I got home I feel so sick of everything except for singing. Just so you know, I'm going to perform another favourite song of mine, Behind These Hazel Eyes by my idol, Kelly Clarkson on Saturday (10/04/2010). Really connected to this song lately where something is back and has been bothering me for the entire week. Sigh~ I really thought it was gone but I guess I was wrong. I know I'll get better over time and hopefully that time comes real fast because I hated every second of this. And speaking bout my studies, I'm drowning each day and I think by the time Mid Year Examination is here, I will be dead. Seriously I have been wasting time and I tend to procrastinate my work. That word is in me for a long time and I really have to buckle up this time and get myself ready for the final challenge at the end of this year. I have to constantly reminding myself what is more important rather than to just waste my time like nobody's business.

FONG!!! PLEASE CONCENTRATE AND DON'T LET ANYTHING DISTRACT YOU!!!

P.S. This is some kinda therapy for myself and also a way to motivate myself. Though it's not very effective but I always hope it will work someday...